Mini ME

I see mini me in Aina. Especially when it involves temper. My FB stat last week, "She is very much like me. It scares me sometimes" It was very jujur. Datang dari hati tulus. Ptuihhh!!

I thought it was only me and my feeling until mom last weekend, (after seeing Aina crying + berguling + hentak hentak kaki) whispered to me "Terkejut mama tengok tetiba dia naik hangin macam tu. Perangai sebijik macam ko masa kecik"

Perkataan yang I kecikkan tu, mama main bisik bisik kat I. I think mama main bisik bisik sebab tak nak bagi laki i dengar...comel mama. Ye lah, jatuh reputasi weihh... Eleee..macam la laki ko tu tak tau temper ko tu macam mana kan?

I had always find it hard to control my temper. HAD because I think, along the way, the temper subsided. Being a teenager, yes, I scream a lot. To think about it now, well, mama abah sabar banyak dengan saya. Banyak yahamaattzzz. Kalau tak, jadi anak derhaka dah agaknya.

The thing is, I am not really worried about Aina's temper It will subside. I know.

I am worried about myself. Can I be as patient as mom and dad? A question only time will tell.