I "moved" last weekend. Pindah bilik jek. Apparently I decided to spent my berpantang period on the ground. So pindah bilik bawah lah. Bilik tu pon memang kosong. Cuma kadang kadang je guna untuk tetamu yang datang bertandang.
It was a bit hot the first few nights but last night was extremely hot. I developed some kind of rashes and it makes me itchy all over. I showered twice last night but that didn't work. So I undress and left with just the necessities. Hubby was watching TV and reading the newspaper at the same time. I lied on my side facing him, crossed my legs, pouted my lips and I asked him....
"Sexy tak I?"
"Wuuuuu.....Sexynyaaa...Macam ikan duyung" his eyes still on the newspaper.
"You nak cakap I macam dugong sebenarnya kan?? KAN??" *moncong*
"Takde la" He looked at me and he smiled.
Then he grinned.
"Betul la sexy macam ikan...ikan buntal ..hehehehe"
Hmpph...takpe la...at least ikan buntal lagik comel dari dugong...
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
Tentang Nama
*I am not too happy today. My kitty died last night. Poor Odie. We called the poor cat Odie just because he looks like a Chihuahua more than he looks like a Persian cat. Memang lah dah ajal dia, but it is soo sad to see the poor cat having the difficulty to breath and eventually dies. I planned to put the kitten for adoption once I delivered but I guess he's already in heaven right now. Love you Odie.....*
Insya-Allah in less than a month I will become a mother. But me and Hubby, we haven't finalize the name just yet. Once we just decided just to name our babies with short names like Adam, Zafir, Sudin. Ok..the latter was rejected awal awal - a name initiated by Hubby in his "unconscious" state.
You know what they say about names. Like how names will eventually shape you into what you really are today? I don't really buy it. But then I started to look at kids.
Well, sometimes they do "live up" to their name. Like those named Amir which means prince, memang lah tersangat manja dan harus di layan seperti putera. Tak boleh silap sikit, mesti mengamuk. Susah nak jaga. Kena banyak sabar. (This is from my personal experience)
My cousin, Firdaus (which means pradise) is really a good kid. Senang nak jaga. Tak banyak karenah. Once during Ramadhan, he cried because his mother forgot to wake him up for sahur. He really wanted to fast for like 30 days, and he is only 5 years old at that time. If we are to wake him up for Subuh prayer, kejut sekali dah bangun. Senang sangat.
I called my baby Adam when I talk to him. I like that short name. No meaning, apart from it's a prophet's name. And I don't call him Adam because I am one of the AF star fan. Hell NO!!
Well, the thing is I don't expect anything just yet. Tapi of course aku mengharapkan yang baik baik untuk anak aku. The most important thing, I just want my son to be a happy, witty person who knows how to enjoy life and being in balance. Period.
And..erk.. Still no name just yet!
Insya-Allah in less than a month I will become a mother. But me and Hubby, we haven't finalize the name just yet. Once we just decided just to name our babies with short names like Adam, Zafir, Sudin. Ok..the latter was rejected awal awal - a name initiated by Hubby in his "unconscious" state.
You know what they say about names. Like how names will eventually shape you into what you really are today? I don't really buy it. But then I started to look at kids.
Well, sometimes they do "live up" to their name. Like those named Amir which means prince, memang lah tersangat manja dan harus di layan seperti putera. Tak boleh silap sikit, mesti mengamuk. Susah nak jaga. Kena banyak sabar. (This is from my personal experience)
My cousin, Firdaus (which means pradise) is really a good kid. Senang nak jaga. Tak banyak karenah. Once during Ramadhan, he cried because his mother forgot to wake him up for sahur. He really wanted to fast for like 30 days, and he is only 5 years old at that time. If we are to wake him up for Subuh prayer, kejut sekali dah bangun. Senang sangat.
I called my baby Adam when I talk to him. I like that short name. No meaning, apart from it's a prophet's name. And I don't call him Adam because I am one of the AF star fan. Hell NO!!
Well, the thing is I don't expect anything just yet. Tapi of course aku mengharapkan yang baik baik untuk anak aku. The most important thing, I just want my son to be a happy, witty person who knows how to enjoy life and being in balance. Period.
And..erk.. Still no name just yet!
Friday, June 20, 2008
Selamat Hari Jumaat!!
Selamat Hari Jumaat Uolzsss! Mex quite happy today. walau pun mengantuk tapi keje semua dah siap. Lega rasa.
Yesterday was another date with Dr. RS. He showed the scan of our baby in 3D (or is it 4D??) image. I can actually see his face feature. But I'm lack of fluid so the image was not that clear.. The nose, the eyes, lower lip, upper lip, cheek and forehead, all are easily recognisable. Dr. RS said baby might have my nose and Hubby's lips. A fact that I can't stop laughing to. It was exactly the opposite of what Hubby had wish for. Tapi apa apa pun janji baby sihat. Itu yang paling penting.
Pekan kecil Tambun sejak seminggu yang lepas macam ade keraian. Setiap pagi dan petang bila aku pergi dan balik dari kerja, mesti ade ramai orang kat tepi sungai Pinji tu. Semuanya gara - gara sebiji bom zaman perang dulu yang baru dijumpai oleh seorang 'nelayan'.
Nelayan?? Sejak bila ade laut pulak kat Tambun nih ntah.
Yesterday was another date with Dr. RS. He showed the scan of our baby in 3D (or is it 4D??) image. I can actually see his face feature. But I'm lack of fluid so the image was not that clear.. The nose, the eyes, lower lip, upper lip, cheek and forehead, all are easily recognisable. Dr. RS said baby might have my nose and Hubby's lips. A fact that I can't stop laughing to. It was exactly the opposite of what Hubby had wish for. Tapi apa apa pun janji baby sihat. Itu yang paling penting.
Pekan kecil Tambun sejak seminggu yang lepas macam ade keraian. Setiap pagi dan petang bila aku pergi dan balik dari kerja, mesti ade ramai orang kat tepi sungai Pinji tu. Semuanya gara - gara sebiji bom zaman perang dulu yang baru dijumpai oleh seorang 'nelayan'.
Nelayan?? Sejak bila ade laut pulak kat Tambun nih ntah.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Irritable Male Syndrome
Hubby called it PMS-for-men..but the right term is actually IMS ...
In humans IMS is defined as involving the hormonal, physiological, and chemical changes that occur in all men generally between the ages of 40 and 55, though it can occur as early as 35 or as late as 65. These changes are considered to affect hormonal, physical, psychological, interpersonal, sexual, & nutritional aspects of men's health.
One of the most consistent symptoms is anger and sullen withdrawal present in men between the ages of 40 and 60.
Ok, get that? Anger and sullen withdrawal...erk..bukan withdrawal birth control tu yer kawan - kawan... itu dah masuk cerita lain.
Pernah experience IMS? Aku pernah. Dengan Hubby. Mungkin sebab dia antara teman lelaki tertua yang aku pernah ada. Hehe..Tapi benda nih boleh jadi kat sape sape pun sebenarnya... Sakit jiwa aku kalau tiba - tiba dia kena IMS. Rasa nak meletup pun ade jugak.
There were times when I was talking bout something important and he did not even respond
or he will look like he's only half listening and will nod all the way. When I stop talking and began to sulk, he'll sulk even more. Kadang kadang dia buat tak pedulik pon. Haih!
He's a jolly kind of guy, he will always be able to make people around him laugh. But then, there will be times when he prefers to keep to himself and merentan tak nak bercakap, and I will always think that I've done something wrong. And I tried to make it up for him tapi dia macam tak pedulik jugak. Sudahnya 2-2 hangen tak tentu pasal. Susah kan??
I guess that is how he feel when I'm having my so-called PMS. Perit jugak. The best thing to do? I just left him alone. 2-3 days, he's back to his jovial self. Tak payah nak terasa hati. Tak payah nak merajuk merajuk. Senang kan??
It is another way of bertolak ansur, don't you think? He bear me and my PMS and I
tolerate his IMS....fair enough I would say!
Pernah experience IMS? Aku pernah. Dengan Hubby. Mungkin sebab dia antara teman lelaki tertua yang aku pernah ada. Hehe..Tapi benda nih boleh jadi kat sape sape pun sebenarnya... Sakit jiwa aku kalau tiba - tiba dia kena IMS. Rasa nak meletup pun ade jugak.
There were times when I was talking bout something important and he did not even respond
or he will look like he's only half listening and will nod all the way. When I stop talking and began to sulk, he'll sulk even more. Kadang kadang dia buat tak pedulik pon. Haih!
He's a jolly kind of guy, he will always be able to make people around him laugh. But then, there will be times when he prefers to keep to himself and merentan tak nak bercakap, and I will always think that I've done something wrong. And I tried to make it up for him tapi dia macam tak pedulik jugak. Sudahnya 2-2 hangen tak tentu pasal. Susah kan??
I guess that is how he feel when I'm having my so-called PMS. Perit jugak. The best thing to do? I just left him alone. 2-3 days, he's back to his jovial self. Tak payah nak terasa hati. Tak payah nak merajuk merajuk. Senang kan??
It is another way of bertolak ansur, don't you think? He bear me and my PMS and I
tolerate his IMS....fair enough I would say!
Friday, June 13, 2008
Happy Happy Friday...
Hari Jumaat jadi tak berapa happy bila kerja banyak, kelamkabut dan ada meeting di pagi hari. Sort of like taking the pleasure of happy-relaxing weekends away...
While I was in the meeting room this morning, I secretly hope it is time for me to deliver so that I won't have to stuck in there even for another 10 minutes.
I'm 9 MONTHS already. Sometimes I feel my baby squirm vigorously inside to get comfy. And when that happens, I can't even sit properly. The doctor's said my baby is running out of room so that is why la...
I was advised to take leave starting, like, right now! But I can't. A colleague is warded and in the meantime, I would have to cover for him. *sigh* Tapi tak kisah la tu. Lepas nih dia kena cover untuk aku pulak for 2 whole months...hehehe....kalau nasib aku baik...3 whole months!!
While I was in the meeting room this morning, I secretly hope it is time for me to deliver so that I won't have to stuck in there even for another 10 minutes.
I'm 9 MONTHS already. Sometimes I feel my baby squirm vigorously inside to get comfy. And when that happens, I can't even sit properly. The doctor's said my baby is running out of room so that is why la...
I was advised to take leave starting, like, right now! But I can't. A colleague is warded and in the meantime, I would have to cover for him. *sigh* Tapi tak kisah la tu. Lepas nih dia kena cover untuk aku pulak for 2 whole months...hehehe....kalau nasib aku baik...3 whole months!!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
APA?
Well, maybe YOU're tired of living..but is it necessary to take the life of others?
Membaca berita pasal ko membuatkan aku terus teringat dialog Ahmad Nisfu (cerita apa aku tak ingat) walaupun sebelum ni aku rasa dialog tu amat cruel dan tak patut tapi untuk ko, ia terkecuali!!!
"Kecik kecik tak nak mampos...dah besar menyusahkan orang!!"
Cukup membuatkan aku depressed di tengah minggu.........
Membaca berita pasal ko membuatkan aku terus teringat dialog Ahmad Nisfu (cerita apa aku tak ingat) walaupun sebelum ni aku rasa dialog tu amat cruel dan tak patut tapi untuk ko, ia terkecuali!!!
"Kecik kecik tak nak mampos...dah besar menyusahkan orang!!"
Cukup membuatkan aku depressed di tengah minggu.........
Soalan 1
I have to attend a meeting in approximately 30 minutes from now. And I'll be stuck in there for approximately 2 hours.
But I got this question in my head for a few days already. And whenever I am not talking to baby, I would be thinking about it. I need to clear my head. It's a basic question. But I think I should be thinking about it long before I fall in love or long before I knew I'm going to fall for somebody deeply.
Why is it that when we love someone, we have this feeling of 'owning' that special someone?
Why would we tend to control everything he/she do?
Why we would want to spend the rest of our life with him/her if it is not meant to be?
Little that we know that we own not even an inch of him/her.
Even if you're married, your husband/wife was never actually yours.
I need to go and think about it.
I'll tell you guys ifI have the answer.. ..later....
But I got this question in my head for a few days already. And whenever I am not talking to baby, I would be thinking about it. I need to clear my head. It's a basic question. But I think I should be thinking about it long before I fall in love or long before I knew I'm going to fall for somebody deeply.
Why is it that when we love someone, we have this feeling of 'owning' that special someone?
Why would we tend to control everything he/she do?
Why we would want to spend the rest of our life with him/her if it is not meant to be?
Little that we know that we own not even an inch of him/her.
Even if you're married, your husband/wife was never actually yours.
I need to go and think about it.
I'll tell you guys ifI have the answer.. ..later....
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
-Takde Tajuk-
I spend a lot of my time resting this week. Hubby said I need it. I felt like I'm being a lazybones. There are nights when I couldn't even get up without holding to anything because of the aching back...But I know I have to brace this...
Semalam masa tengah makan, ade sorang kakak ni tegur, tanya...
"Dah berapa bulan?"
"Lapan lebih dah."
"Berat ya?"
Aku angguk jek. Pas tu kakak tu sambung lagi...
"Ni la dianya. Selagi kita tak mengandung, kita tak tau mak-mak kita rasa macam mana. Sebab tu la Allah letak tempat mak tu tinggi. Dia je tau azabnya macam mana. Sebab tu lah kalau dosa derhaka kat mak, Allah balas time tu jugak...Kat dunia ni Allah dah tunjuk.."
Aku senyum. Aku angguk.
Tapi dalam hati aku sayu tak tau la macam mana nak cakap. Rasa nak menitis air mata kat situ jugak. Rasa tak selera dah tengok nasi tu.
I was never my mom's daugter. Not until I am 23 or 24. Not when we live under one roof again.
I had always accused her of not loving me enough. I always think she favoured my late brother more than me. I always had issues with her. I hate it when my friends told me that they like my mom because she is the cool type. I hate it when people tell me that we look so much alike and we tends to look like siblings. I was never a good daughter. I make her worried. I even yelled at her.
But she never called me anak derhaka.
When my mom was pregnant with me, she was 20. She had the worst allergy ever. Can't even get up from the bed. She kept throwing up for no reason. Sometimes she can't even make it to the bathroom and end up throwing up in bed. I can't imagine how my mom braced that. I don't have bad allergy during my pregnancy but yet, it is still difficult for me.
When I started to live with her again, I start to actually see how much has she suffered. I started to see wrinkles, the proof of the difficult time for bringing me up.
Sekarang, aku risau sangat kalau dia sakit. Aku risau sangat kalau aku buat dia susah hati. Tapi sebenanrya aku takut sangat kalau dia takde dalam life aku....dan aku masih belum boleh balas jasa dia pada aku.
Mama, Na doakan Mama sentiasa diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan senantiasa diberi rahmat-Nya. Na doakan mama sentiasa gembira, tak susah hati tambah2 lagi pasal Na. Na mintak ampun, mintak maaf. Na mintak halalkan makan minum Na selama ni. Na mintak halalkan rahim Mama yang Na tumpang selama 9 bulan 10 hari, susu Mama yang Na minum, tenaga yang mama curahkan untuk besarkan Na.
Na sayang mama, more than anything...sampai bila bila......
Semalam masa tengah makan, ade sorang kakak ni tegur, tanya...
"Dah berapa bulan?"
"Lapan lebih dah."
"Berat ya?"
Aku angguk jek. Pas tu kakak tu sambung lagi...
"Ni la dianya. Selagi kita tak mengandung, kita tak tau mak-mak kita rasa macam mana. Sebab tu la Allah letak tempat mak tu tinggi. Dia je tau azabnya macam mana. Sebab tu lah kalau dosa derhaka kat mak, Allah balas time tu jugak...Kat dunia ni Allah dah tunjuk.."
Aku senyum. Aku angguk.
Tapi dalam hati aku sayu tak tau la macam mana nak cakap. Rasa nak menitis air mata kat situ jugak. Rasa tak selera dah tengok nasi tu.
I was never my mom's daugter. Not until I am 23 or 24. Not when we live under one roof again.
I had always accused her of not loving me enough. I always think she favoured my late brother more than me. I always had issues with her. I hate it when my friends told me that they like my mom because she is the cool type. I hate it when people tell me that we look so much alike and we tends to look like siblings. I was never a good daughter. I make her worried. I even yelled at her.
But she never called me anak derhaka.
When my mom was pregnant with me, she was 20. She had the worst allergy ever. Can't even get up from the bed. She kept throwing up for no reason. Sometimes she can't even make it to the bathroom and end up throwing up in bed. I can't imagine how my mom braced that. I don't have bad allergy during my pregnancy but yet, it is still difficult for me.
When I started to live with her again, I start to actually see how much has she suffered. I started to see wrinkles, the proof of the difficult time for bringing me up.
Sekarang, aku risau sangat kalau dia sakit. Aku risau sangat kalau aku buat dia susah hati. Tapi sebenanrya aku takut sangat kalau dia takde dalam life aku....dan aku masih belum boleh balas jasa dia pada aku.
Mama, Na doakan Mama sentiasa diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan senantiasa diberi rahmat-Nya. Na doakan mama sentiasa gembira, tak susah hati tambah2 lagi pasal Na. Na mintak ampun, mintak maaf. Na mintak halalkan makan minum Na selama ni. Na mintak halalkan rahim Mama yang Na tumpang selama 9 bulan 10 hari, susu Mama yang Na minum, tenaga yang mama curahkan untuk besarkan Na.
Na sayang mama, more than anything...sampai bila bila......
Monday, June 02, 2008
Monday, 35th week
Last week, a good friend, An, told me that she's pregnant. Thanks to the tips that I gave her, she's now 4 weeks into her pregnancy. I wish her all the best. And may she enjoy the whole 9 months.
And another good friend, TD, will become a father in less than 9 months from now. Good for him. I can imagine him being a good, lovable daddy. I would say, be patient my dear! You'll need a lot of that. Believe me....
Last weekend Hubby didn't manage to get enough sleep. Well, he got me to blame. But it was not really my fault. All I did was re-pack my hospital bag.
And it sort of makes him panicked. He woke up whenever I tossed and turned, thinking that my water might broke that very night. He manage to fall asleep only at 3 a.m and wake up at 5 a.m and then just sat there staring blankly at me. He only told me later that he is actually afraid thinking that it might have been the night.
And I thought he's the cool, tak mengelabah type......
And another good friend, TD, will become a father in less than 9 months from now. Good for him. I can imagine him being a good, lovable daddy. I would say, be patient my dear! You'll need a lot of that. Believe me....
Last weekend Hubby didn't manage to get enough sleep. Well, he got me to blame. But it was not really my fault. All I did was re-pack my hospital bag.
And it sort of makes him panicked. He woke up whenever I tossed and turned, thinking that my water might broke that very night. He manage to fall asleep only at 3 a.m and wake up at 5 a.m and then just sat there staring blankly at me. He only told me later that he is actually afraid thinking that it might have been the night.
And I thought he's the cool, tak mengelabah type......
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